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She needs help.” Gail’s face is full of concern. JONES IS IN the kitchen when I get back from my run.

I run harder and faster, trying to clear my confusion until I’m conscious only of my bursting lungs and my Nikes hitting the ground. But in the interim, if she ever finds out the truth about me, she’ll leave and never want to see me again. I can’t make her stay, though part of me would like to. I didn’t know I was lonely until I met her.īut she won’t want to move in, will she? While Leila is still at large it makes sense for her to stay, but once she’s found, Ana will go. She’s brought humor, restful sleep, vitality, and love into my monochrome existence. The truth is, I like being in her company. “I can’t change-” The words from the song echo through my head. My life has been completely overturned to the point that I’m not sure I recognize myself.Įlena’s words come back to me : “Have you turned your back on who you are?” My mind clouds with chaotic images of all that has happened over the last few days: Ana at the ball, Ana on my boat, Ana at the hotel. With “Bittersweet Symphony” blasting in my ears I set off, sprinting down Fourth Avenue. Leila was never one for an early morning…just like Ana. “I’ll be fine.” I step into the elevator and leave Ryan in the foyer looking uncertain, probably second-guessing his decision. You’re going out?” He probably thinks he needs to join me. Glancing through the windows, I see that the sky is overcast, but I don’t think it’s raining. I resist the urge to kiss her good-bye, and let her sleep. I check on Ana before I leave she’s gone back to sleep. In my closet, I pull on my sweats and grab my iPod.

I have to get up.” I kiss her and bound out of bed. “I usually wake before the alarm goes off.” “Good morning, baby.” I’m surprised that I’ve slept so long. She caresses my stubbly cheek with her fingers and kisses me. “Good morning,” she says with a bright smile. When I turn my head, Ana is awake and watching me. Seattle’s morning news wakes me with a report about the Angels’ upcoming game with the Mariners.

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